15-02-2007, 12:40 PM
Someone killed herself yesterday, and all those here at work can say "She lost the plot". She was seen buying stuff around town and then she walked into the sea. They saw her, didn't try to stop her. The people here have been slagging her off, don't they realise how depressed she was, how low you have to get within yourself to do this. The way people are talking it isn't a wonder that she did what she did. It just justifies the feeling of inadequecy and hopelessness she was feeling. They don't care, no-one cares. All they care about are the lies and half truths. The ability to ignore and put people down, either infront of them or behind backs. They don't care that they are hurtful, decietful people who get a kick out of other peoples misery and pain. The more the better.
I can understand why this woman did what she did, how you try to act fine and happy on the outside but inside you are crying, full of pain, and wanting it all to stop. How you look around and wonder? Why at times you just snap? People are heartless, cruel and in a place where religon plays an important part - they are suprisingly Godless.
If people looked around them and took a a good look they would see what they are doing, what they are causing and perhaps, just perhaps, stop one person from walking into the sea.
I can understand why this woman did what she did, how you try to act fine and happy on the outside but inside you are crying, full of pain, and wanting it all to stop. How you look around and wonder? Why at times you just snap? People are heartless, cruel and in a place where religon plays an important part - they are suprisingly Godless.
If people looked around them and took a a good look they would see what they are doing, what they are causing and perhaps, just perhaps, stop one person from walking into the sea.