27-10-2006, 01:10 PM
Pronkertjie Wrote:
Walk the road of forgiveness gwasi - keep on forgiving until it doesn't hurt anymore and at the end of the day you will be the winner!
:hugs:
I wish that was true, but forgiving is not easy and not part of my nature.
Work has been getting a lot worse with 'madam' ignoring me with the occassional " :curse: foreigner" bandied about and the new "my glamourous assistant" when talking about me. The silence is deafening, and when she has to talk its argumentative. I don't rise to the bait, i nod, smile and basically chew my cheek to shreds to stop myself from saying something nasty. (like the truth). I go home depressed and hate getting up in the morning, not wanting to come in. My partners ex knows everything, what I do at work, when I go on my breaks, who I talk to. Its got to the stage where i don't even want to talk to my neighbours incase things get passed back. Which is silly as no-one there knows ex, but thanks to one person my trust in this nation has taken a hit.
I don't know anymore, is this really worth it. You think when you leave school things like this stop but they don't. I don't know how to handle it as i've never experienced it before. Have appraisal coming up and will mention it but as madam and bosses are good buddies doubt if anything will happen.